My thought today
Ok... what will I write this time... well, there's many things happened and soe ideas come up in me...but it's become blank when I should write it here..lol
I'm sick today. It's because I should work 48 hours before... so I got sick in the other day.. but, after 12 hours sleep, I'm ok... lol... I'm really really not like Dan nor stefan who can awake more than 2 days..
Ok, continue my story. In the afternoon, I see my mother went back from work... IT's been a long time I don't see her when she's just went back for work...Ussually I came home after her... She looks tired and old... so fragile.. and that moment, I'm thinking, "She will be 60 years old this year.. and she still have to work as a lecture, go to work by train or bus (for u who don't know how public transport condition in Indonesia, u will be amazed)".
O, I wish I can replace her position. I hope she will quit working and I continue support this family.. but I can't do that with my curent salary. My father is an army pensioner.. and the pension money is only 20 USD a month.. that's far to enough.
I'm thinking and calculating now.. what will my future be like in my curent company. will i achieve a good-promising position or will I have a nice salary...
If, I find another job, Will it be better??
One thing for sure.. I really hope that my mom can enjoy her life... She's a very good artist.. she is really good in singing, playing music,painting, doing some scetsa with pencils (the sketsa(sorry, too lazy to find the english word of it) she make is really beautiful), and she always looks happy when she's doing all king of art thingy...
I had a dream since I'm in the university.. I wish that I can be setled with my work and my life.. Then I buy my mother a keyboard(u know lah the music keyboards). and also I will buy her an oil paint and a canvas, so she can paint and pay music as she always like. having a good live...
and I sometimes feel upset that I still can't make it happen.
well, I think it's for now update..
continue next time,ya...
-vrita-
I'm sick today. It's because I should work 48 hours before... so I got sick in the other day.. but, after 12 hours sleep, I'm ok... lol... I'm really really not like Dan nor stefan who can awake more than 2 days..
Ok, continue my story. In the afternoon, I see my mother went back from work... IT's been a long time I don't see her when she's just went back for work...Ussually I came home after her... She looks tired and old... so fragile.. and that moment, I'm thinking, "She will be 60 years old this year.. and she still have to work as a lecture, go to work by train or bus (for u who don't know how public transport condition in Indonesia, u will be amazed)".
O, I wish I can replace her position. I hope she will quit working and I continue support this family.. but I can't do that with my curent salary. My father is an army pensioner.. and the pension money is only 20 USD a month.. that's far to enough.
I'm thinking and calculating now.. what will my future be like in my curent company. will i achieve a good-promising position or will I have a nice salary...
If, I find another job, Will it be better??
One thing for sure.. I really hope that my mom can enjoy her life... She's a very good artist.. she is really good in singing, playing music,painting, doing some scetsa with pencils (the sketsa(sorry, too lazy to find the english word of it) she make is really beautiful), and she always looks happy when she's doing all king of art thingy...
I had a dream since I'm in the university.. I wish that I can be setled with my work and my life.. Then I buy my mother a keyboard(u know lah the music keyboards). and also I will buy her an oil paint and a canvas, so she can paint and pay music as she always like. having a good live...
and I sometimes feel upset that I still can't make it happen.
well, I think it's for now update..
continue next time,ya...
-vrita-
posted by Unknown at 12:26 AM
3 Comments:
aaaw.. that's very sweet of you vrit. at least you think about it. and the time will come soon for your mom to play her own piano, i believe :) and it's ur gift of course! :)
thanks,nyay
:)
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