It's about you

Long time not write in this blog.

many to say, less time to have.

just say what I'm thinking now.

I'm in love. lol.. it's an embarred to say that word. The word that's been many theme of movie, literature and poetry. It's really true.. What the people say about love.

what I say about this love. Love is like riding a roller coster. and I've been riding this for this 2 months.

The first, It's an excitement. That I can't wait to experience it. It's like you've been waiting for long in the line and you can't wait to ride on it.

Than, when it come. come the scary feeling, a frightening what will gonna happened in the ride. ready or not, you are aboard. Oh, no.. that's what i feel. mix with exciting feeling.

than the ride begun. it's fun, it's scary. sometimes you want to make it stop or just to slow down, but in other time you don't want it to end. you sometimes feel upside down. but in the end, you know that you can just enjoy the ride.

that my feeling of love. my own experience of falling in love.

I love you, mas...
From the bottom of my heart
I know you are curious about me being unable to say it loud at first.
but I myself just realize that it's difficult.
It's difficult to open your heart and let it shown.

but you know,
I try.. I try my best to show my love
I show it in the way I tell you many pieces of my life
I show it in my look to you..in my smile to you
I show it in my song that I sing for you.

Can you feel it mas.
Can you feel the love I gave to you
Even now, my writing is full love

Let me.. let me show you more of my love.
In the recent page of the future page that I hope I will spend with you


Jakarta, 2 December 2010.
:)